I want one...

I can't believe how gushy I got today going to see a friend of mines new little bub. A gorgeous little poppet she is. So cute and tiny. She has the softest, smoothest skin. Sigh. I could have cuddled her all night long. A little girl named Tayla. I couldn't be happier for my friend. Tayla is a long awaited first born.

I have the pleasure of taking her newborn photos on the weekend. In the meantime these few will have to do. Collectively....sigh




Man I want one. I want to have another now. The feeling of 'need' is back again. It's the same feeling I had when Byron was around Lily's age. The difference this time is that I can't go back for number three right now. I just can't. I'm so annoyed that I can't go back. God knows when I'll be able to. I worry the time will never be right again; that we simply will never be able to afford number three and that scares me a lot.

For now, and to avoid, my longing for number three, I'm just trying to focus on my kids, my photography and all the little babies popping up around me! Hopefully, come this time next year there won't be any further need to surpress my desire...I'll already be pregnant!